Ryerse is my hero

Ryerse is my hero and i completely adore him. i'm sitting in his room right now--he's walking me through this and making sure i'm 100% genuine. I dig that and it makes me like him even more. Even though i hate him (he wants me to say that). To be continued...

post party

I apologize for the previous post. While that night may have provided a certain level of entertainment for the entire 4th floor of brady (and anyone else i happened to call/text) it's a birthday that i don't think i wanted to remember, not like i have an option to retain the night...it's already...nevermind. I'm pretty sure I can say that it was by far my best birthday. It started out right the night before with ry-bread, scott, E, and me going out to perkins. I was planning on just going to bed, but thankfully ry convinced me that would suck. he was right. ps: scott ate two burgers. scott if you're reading this, you're a fatty. ry, if you're reading this, i love you. The next day was (my birthday) pretty sweet too. Peanut came through for me big time and we had a kick ass time. and i was completely taken off guard when jesse turned up after being mia for two weeks. he was a doll. my roommate, rae, made me pink cup cakes!!! not going to lie, i can't completely go through the nights' festivities since i'm not a big fan of writing down incriminating info, but i hope this kind of did my birthday justice. either way, birthdays are sweet, and i've decided to have my birthday be everyday. tell all your friends...

my birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hey everyone! I'm sitting in my bestest friend seth's room with my two other bestest friends, erik and jesse!!!!! it's going to be a kick ass night and since i'm so shitted i hope you don't expect me to write anything more!!!!!!!

exciting weekend

2:18 a.m. and i'm still up. i promised myself i'd get on a proper sleeping schedule before classes start on the fourth, but so far no such luck. i started reading the da vinci code today so that i can keep up with the movie once it comes out. rearranged our dorm room, rae and i. finished knitting my scarf. it feels amazing to have completed something that i'm proud of. as far as classes, relationships, and just plain ole taking care of myself goes, i'm not proud of how i've done. i have no follow through, with anything. it's starting to hurt my relationships too. i've been too selfish in that i have this undying desire to have everyone's approval. this sometimes translates into everyone's adoration. i'm working on just being focused on proving things to myself and no one else, but it's proven to be more difficult to complete than to possess just a fleeting thought of. even though we never talk about it, and rae never says anything, i think she can tell that there's something unsettled in me. i think i know what the cause is, but i'm not ready to write it down yet. aside from all that, rae and i have an exciting weekend coming up. sort of like a prebirthday celebration. my birthday is on the 17th and hers is on the 22nd so we're going to spoil ourselves. the plan is to eat at the italian pie shoppe, pick up some funky yarn, grab a highlighting kit, pick out some cute jeans, gather sweet new make-up for rae, and then off to the movies (casanova with heath ledger). good luck to the two of us. we'll be happy if we don't get lost. i'll let you know how everything goes.

it was great seeing my girlfriends the other night. i'm flourishing off of their creativie energy still, two days after seeing them.

the first thursday

thursdays are sweet. it's like the weekend has begun already, although...you still have one more day of work. everyone knows that fridays aren't legitimate work though...it's a slack day. hands down--slack day. i'm starting the day off right with a cup of chocolate mint hot cocoa, and soon i'll be scurrying to the bus stop. damn the weather.

day two

so now i'm staying up too late again. yeah. sweet. i'm watching office space with three of my dearest friends. Two high school buddies: KG and julie monkey, then a new-confangled friend from UST: Ry-bread. Good times. hopefully i'll make it to work on time tomorrow...

the beginning

It's 12:43 in the morning. I have to be to work tomorrow at 10:30. I realize that's not too early, but at any rate I should be in bed by now. For some reason I felt compelled to find my friend's blog that's he's always talking about, and when I tried to make a comment on one of his pod casts, I got sucked into making my own blog. I'm sure this will turn out to be, of course, an adventure...AND yet another way for me to divert from my studies. Good luck to me.